box of stories: 2009

ENOUGH!

I always try so hard not to complain, I hate complain...but today I realy fed up with all the shit happened..All happened lately make me wanna scream "Enough!" I'm really tired with the same routinties, tired with the hypocrite people, tired to find the right ways and I'm just feel like friendless..and fell how suck I'am! stupid, loser me! I really tired and fed up! I really hate myself..

very very pathetic!

Recently, I've got a mail from my friend,Viny...and she just sent me a pathetic e-mail..And it really made me shocked...and also made me hurt..
Please notice what they've done....

Denmark is a big shame.
The sea is stained in red and it’s not because of the climate effects of nature.

It's because of the cruelty that the human beings (civilised human) kill hundreds of the famous and intelligent Calderon dolphins.

This happens every year in Feroe iland in Denmark . In this slaughter the main participants are young teens. WHY?
To show that they are adults and mature....

In this big celebration, nothing is missing for the fun. Everyone is participating in one way or the other, killing or looking at the cruelty “supporting like a spectator”

Is it necessary to mention that the dolphin calderon, like all the other species of dolphins, it’s near instinction and they get near men to play and interact. In a way of PURE friendship

They don’t die instantly; they are cut 1, 2 or 3 times with thick hocks. And at that time the dolphins produce a grim extremely compatible with the cry of a new born child.

But he suffers and there’s no compassion till this sweet being slowly dies in its own blood

okay, enough enough...these images made me loathing....
Hell! How could they did like that? they are not like human anymore, they like animal do...Ohh sick people please stop that,please stop your tradition..Could you see that our animal is instict? And our world is became pathetic right now?

Please everyone who read this, tell or forward this to as many people as possible...
Take care our home....:(

sew sew sew!

heey people...!how's life?!I hope you all had marvelous days :)
Ah yaaa..what makes me very happy lately?! well let me tell you....
first...I got a surprise gift...!!
from my sweet boy....aaahhh...
I turned on the light of my room, and this gift was laid at my table...

So sweeettt and cute gift..thank you my little brother....loveee it...

The other why i'm so happy is... I learned how to sew! yup sewing, I know it is kind of so last year..but from now on I want to learn so many things, and sewing is the thing that popped in my mind...
Well, my mom is very good at sewing.she has made a lot of clothes, doll, bag, blablabla....but she hasn't sewed for a long long timee...
So I insisted my mom to teach me how to sew a table cloth....It was not really that hard, my mom teached me how to used her sewing machine..and it was so fuun!

Loveee it !I also sewed my name in there...

After that, I decided to make blanket, most of the colour that I picked is yellow...
It was much harder than before... I must measured it, cut cut into little squares, measured again and then sew it together....I have to be more patient with this..
I was so freaking out with the result, so I pushed my self to finished it faster... I made it from morning until night continued on the next days...annnd because of it I ruined my mom's time, she should've worked...but I ruined it.hehhe
But it all payed off, I finished it only two days!!
uwaaww...so incredibly happy with the result...
Eventhough there is still mess everywhere and not too perfect..I'm so glad with this, it made by mee!

measuring(I'm so suck on it)

sorry for my crapy photos :(

Sooo exciting with to sew next!! FUN!

Happy birthday to meee! :)

So! yesterday,was my birthday, like I told you before, I'm not too excited, I'm not too happy.. with my birthday! Well, I just felt...so so...
Plus I caught a cold this past 4 days , my body was so warm, and I got fever..Oh that was so so bad.. I was such a mess, the worse thing is I have so many exams...I'm like dying!
So?! How can I think about my birthday any more, I just took a rest, took medicine, vitamin as much as I can..in my mind just I have so many exams, and I must get well soon!hufff...

But my housemates had suprise for me...hihi...loveeee it!!!

Super duper love it!! Thaannnkk you guyss!! :))

So now! I'm 19 years old, but I still feel like 18 years old..heheh...like if someone asked me how old am I, I accidentally answered "I'm 18 years old..." ohh noo 19th you came to soon! why time is flying so fasttt!
the silly things was when my friends told me to blow my candles, I was quiet for a while and confused, uh? what is my wish? I don't have any idea and because I got sick (until now!) I just said"I want get well soon!" hehe..
so can I add my wish again?huhuhu...I have a (serious) wish now..pleaseee...

Oh yaa! and my classmates had suprised for me too! They give me little cupcakes, so cuteee....!

fun!fun!fun!lovelovelove!
THANK'S A BUNCH!

'Lovely' November

November already? Actually it used to be my favorite month, when I was a kid I can't wait for November.November means "lovely month" for me.. I can't wait for the presents, can't wait for the surprise, can't wait to get older! Well, I can remember how I desperately want to get older, actually the reason is... I just want to be free, I want to get out from my home..So my parents can't control me anymore,and I can do anything that I want...a childish wish...I remember when I was in the primary school wore red skirt, and so mesmerize look at blue skirt, and want to change my red skirt to be blue skirt and after I wore my blue skirt, I really want to wore a gray skirt, and after that I don't want to use uniform anymore! And now, when I got that, all I just want to go back to primary school...

in a few days, I will turn 19..that's means I'm getting older..and i hate it
It so scary for me..you know that, as we grow older there will be many hard responsibilities, and that's means there will be "something" that is waiting for me..for better or for worse..
I know, that I must grow up, I must be more mature..I can't be a kid anymore.but..I'm just not ready yet...I can remember how happy I am when I was a kid,my mom love me so much, less problem, less stress, there will be my mom beside me when the problems come.. And now?
Let's call november "hateable month"
For me, growimg up is a hard things...
arrgh..hate this feeling.... stop with the melancholics, everything must go on, just face the truth...

welcome home cannie!

Soooo...finally..finally! 2 days ago I got my DSLR , that I've been wanting for ages....ohh I can't express the feeling how I got this cannie in my hands..The night before it, I was so excited! I had butterflies on my stomach waiting for it's arrival...
It took me a long time to decide on the 500D. I looked at a few other Canon cameras within a reasonable price range and in the end, I just felt like the 500D was a great first DSLR and I am almost 100% sure I won't regret my decision (but then again, I would be happy with any DSLR, so I'm sure I would have loved whatever I decided on). So I saved my money for it and then asked to my mom, and I was surprised with her reaction, because she after all this time she finally agrees with my wish...wooow..how I was absolutely happy for it!
And because I am a newbie, I'm not too good at it, but I'm so excited to learn it so much!

Sadly, next monday will be the start of mid test, ohh noo..next week will be like a hell! It will be a tiring, scary, and boring week... I have to prepare it really serious, oh please wish me luck!

wanna cuddle you!

♥

inglorious basterd

Briliant! that's the perfect word for this movie.
last Saturday, I watched this movie. And I love all about this movie, the actors/actresses, clothes, the story line,the places,music, every detail about it!
I love the acting of Brad Pitt, his role as Lt. Aldo Raine, hot as ever and not just a pretty face act, plus his voice is so damn hot! He is my favourite in this movie...Mélanie Laurent,as Shosanna Dreyfus. She look so sexy with her french accent..I love the part when she was smoking while reading in the caffee... the cigarette make her so...sexy.. all the actors/actresses just done their job very well..
It's quite scary in a good way but it also a funny movie..ah ya! I love the background music, classic music..so vintage...
My heart can't stop thumping in every scene, the movie just so emotional and you can feel it..I love how they make "smooth" tricks against the NAZI..and we can look how tricky the American.. cool!...buutt...there are some scenes that make me feel loathing..hueek...
hmm.. i very recommend you to watch this movie!you'll love it!heheheh....

cekot cekot

Hmm..how to start my post.. ..umm..My lecturer is too cute and charming, and I never notice to what the heck he was talking about , so I got a bad mark in his subject ...no no no...! not about that!
his face just lingered in my mind lately :)
sorry

Well, I'm so messy right now, I fell dizzy, my body's getting warm, but I feel freezing and my body just feels painful..It happened since last sunday actually, and I just ignored it..I thought that maybe I just got tired..
well, I joined a gym club lately...becauseee I feel that I got a big belly, and I have a "muscle" in my arms... So when I looked at the mirror, and looked at my tummy, I feel that"hmm..there's something wrong with you tummy"

I'm so obbesed to have a skinny body and of course a tight tummy!
So I worked out for 2 days lately and after working out I always sleep with a grumbling tummy...

And now, i got what was coming to.I got fever and my body just felt pain all over...
I was confused what the hell that it was, so I told alx and he said" that's meriang"
WHAT?

And I've pinky promise to my self and my tummy that I never do that silly things anymore!
I always love to eat, I grab all food,and there is no word "DIET" for myself...
so it's the stupid thing that I've ever done..
hmpf...

got the images from ♥

please get well soon... :(

Who is the most romantic couple in the world?

jreng jreng ♥♥♥

It must be Miiko and Tappei!!♥

I really envy you Miiko.. :D
If you guys don't know about this comic, I will tell you !!
it's about Miiko's simple life, it tells about her daily life, her school day, her cheerful day, her gloomy day, her love and her innocent life. This is a really hilarious and innocent story, I giggle all the time because of her sillyness. And it's just like your daily life when you was in primary school, cheerful everyday! less stress, less problem...

When I read her story, there are so many events that really is the same with me..like how I forgot bring my pants after swimming :o , too lazy to study, can't wait for what present will I get, had a crush with the coolest guy in the school, had loooots of wishes, grumpy when my mom didn't get my wish..Ouuw..how I miss my childhood soo...
Ahhh ya about her lovelife, she has crush with her friend, Tappei.A cool, annoying, sweet guy, annnd he also has crush with Miiko , but they don't want to show their love each other..
ukkkh..how sweettt....

♥ miss you mom :(